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Karen's avatar

Hey, friends! It’s been many weeks since I posted last, though I’ve creeped on the comments a bit each week. I’ve just been TIRED. The holidays were nice—my first married Christmas! first time staying home all day on Christmas! I made a plum pudding and set it on fire!—but they also made me sad. I’ve not seen my brother and his family since last Christmas and my favorite yearly gathering with my cousins couldn’t happen, either. The last month or so has just been such a blur of emotions and that, combined with the neverending gray Midwestern skies, just leads to feeling worn out. My ability to output has been minimal.

There have been some treasures:

*The aforementioned plum pudding was such a fun and strange adventure—trying to find a box of suet in America is not an easy feat.

*My therapist and I decided that I’m at a place in my eating disorder recovery where I can begin lifting weights again, and it feels SO GOOD to be working toward strength again.

*I got my husband an ice cream maker for Christmas and 😳😳😳😳😳😳 it.is.life-changing.ice.cream. I will never go back to store bought.

*My husband and I have been reading “A Wise Man’s Fear” by Patrick Rothfuss (#2 in Kingkiller Chronicles) together, which just means we lay in bed and each read from our own book and since we read at about the same pace, we are reading the same chapters each night. We’ve decided it’s like watching a show together, and it’s been de-light-ful.

I’m grateful for the consistency of this community, even when I’m not in full participation mode. I think of you all and pray for you and hope you’re finding small ways to defiantly survive and thrive in this very strange time to be alive. I will end on that I advert at rhyme. 😆❤️

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Amanda Soltoff's avatar

I'm commenting, it's the third week in a row! Woo!!

I do NOT stick with things long term, so I'm pretty proud of myself for showing up, yay me!

My Treasures this week include:

My husband noticed I was having what he has deemed PPS (Pre Period Symptoms), wisely picked up a quart of mint chocolate chip ice cream during the dairy run this week, and I realized mint chocolate chip is the best ice cream. I know y'all will push back, and while any variation of chocolate peanut butter puts up a good fight, mint wins it for me every time.

We sent my sister a specific fantasy book she had been asking for for Christmas, and she actually texted me thanking me because she was really getting into it. Curious, I checked it out for myself, read it WAY too fast, and had an amazing conversation with her about it. That was a treat for me because she's 14 years younger than me and we do not really connect much, as I'm an old married lady with small children and she's a hip college girl that sometimes stays up until 5 am to watch YouTube (this is a true fact...what a flex!). The book we both read and loved is called Girl Serpent Thorn by Melissa Bashardoust and I highly recommend it!

And yesterday two of my children got up earlier than the third. When she finally came stumbling out, and I started the general herding of small people back to their bedroom to get dressed, they had a spontaneous tiny group hug in the middle of the hall, full of giggles and baby cheeks and it gave me such hope for the world.

As I'm typing this in the suburbs of Chicago, it's snowing, which is my absolute favorite weather, and I'm about to go make some hot chocolate coffee - truly the only way to make coffee on a Friday morning in winter. Happy Weekend Lil Swipes, or as my husband calls y'all Swippies (no clue, but apparently I talk about y'all way too much!).

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